I’m still alive, but so is my desire to die
I feel pathetic, I am pathetic. I’m still trying to figure out why I’m here. What’s god’s plan for me? And why is he putting me through the same thing everyday. I can’t go a day without feeling depressed, upset, emotional, or breaking down. I know this is part of my challenge. But again I don’t want this. I know it sure as hell is not going to be easy,...
I still haven’t truly processed the dramatic changes that have gone on around me. Its to devastating to accept. I don’t like it one bit. My absolute worst nightmare has become my new reality. I just want to disappear, vanish, fade, go away, leave, or not exist anymore. Everyday I debate whether this will be “the day”. But I keep holding back. I don’t know why...
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